There is so many different kind of relationships in the world, but they all hurt the same when the connection is lost. Some times its hard to see someone your close to go threw heartache because you want to help them but don't quite know what words to say. Then sometimes you see your pain you been threw in theirs.
My first heartache i felt like my world was coming to an end. At first i didn't want to believe that anything was going on, but threw his own lips the truth was confirmed. Then your mind have so many questions: Am i not good enough? What did I do wrong? How could he do something like this to us? How can you just give up on a person that you once said that you loved almost ever day? What changed your feelings for me? And the list goes on.
Its never easy being rejected by someone that you love so much. Even for me it is hard for me to forget about the way it happened, but i forgave him in order for us to build a better relationship. Which is hard because there is times i look at him and i just want to smash his face, but, i just think of a happier moment that we shared. At the end of the day the only thought i still have is: is he settling with me because he knows that I will always be there?!?
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